she has a thought
I’ve been noticing more my idea of growth. Is it possible that when we don’t allow ourselves to grow we get stuck in a state of being that continues to keep us where it wants. Like its its own paradox, growth. What is it that traps growth? Ego? Choice? I see patterns in my life for when I invite the experience of growth. It so happens that each time I experience this pull, like I’m beginning to take myself past my usual limits, I notice an even bigger pull to allow a space of rest. Almost as if I don’t need to be pushed further yet. Then in those moments when I finally do rest- be its almost as if the next experience within that paradox pushes me to a new one. But how can we define an ever changing paradox if its currently growing.
